los angeles men's fashion and beauty photographer ronald n. tan

Photographing nudes is a liberating experience. Year 2009 is a time for change and challenges in both my personal and professional life. I am facing new experiences recently that has been affecting me personally. Growing up in a culture where anything discussing or relating to sex was considered taboo, I had an interesting experience growing up. Particularly for me, not everyone in my family knows that I play for an “alternative sports team.” Get it? =) I always felt embarrassed or shameful to admire the elusive beauty in men.

Long story short, I came out at age 25 in 2006. I made a decision that I will not be afraid and decided to love myself. I came out to Kirsty Hawkshaw’s “Just Be Me”. This initial liberating experience gave me the courage and confidence to chase after my dreams and living my life. At 28, I feel my journey just started.

A few blog posts before, I introduced Armando whom I met on ModelMayhem.com. I’ve earnt the trust and confidence from Armando and he helped me explored the sensitive and intricate side of photography.

I treated Armando with respect making sure he was comfortable at all times. I asked Armando to undress and to start when he’s ready and comfortable.

I was very appreciative of Armando’s help. I have always respected and admired my male models. I’ll update my website with the rest of the photographs.

“Just Be Me” was the catalyst in making a zenith point in my life two-weeks before and leading up to the 30th January, 2006. I came to grasp with reality and futility that I can not run away from the individual within. I learnt to accept and love myself.

They say learning to love yourself
Is the first step that you take
When you want to be real
Flying on planes to exotic locations
Won’t teach you how you really feel
Face up to the fact
That you are who you are
And nothing can change that
I believe.